Ok so I Should be medically Prohibited from drinking coffee. Lol
It fucks with my brain and my emotions, yet I love it so. Its really bizarre.
Anyhow, it makes me write ... Usually even more bizarre. I wrote this jumbled
emo-ness. It has a little piece of everything. New, old, whats mine, That of Others, fiction, reality and just a big mess wtf.
'm sorry lol.
Here goes:
Standing in the middle of Everything and nothing at all.
So close to the heat, yet feeling no warmth. Above Everything I
tower ... so high up, Nothing Can Reach me. Yet
the day ends and I'm shrinking Reduced to a shapeless form, hiding in the shadows of the empty alley.
'm so lost. So inmerse in oblivion. So forgotten
anThat is me-through flows.
Singing the words loud and clear, feeling my throat burn Them, just like you do.
Knowing the mistake, yet Following through. Speaking to
ears can not hear That Because They Do not Care.
Waiting for the Words That Do not Exist Because they're only mine. Dancing to
lost rhythm of my soul.
Trying to get back what's Already been sold, at too low a cost.
Wishing for the rain, Wishing for Tomorrow When I'll see your face. Breaking
in to pain and Letting the glass slice inside me.
Running Towards the wall, slamming and running again.
Screaming and screaming and screaming ...
Just hold me.
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